Can I celebrate my anniversary with you?

This is my 36th wed.. anniversary and I am alone hubby is gone off on the road..Sure its just another day we touched our cups of coffee and toasted and out the door he went. So tonight i am sitting here going to eat my dinner alone...Ohh life as a wife whose hubby is gone..Not crying though ..he is out there makin a livin riskin life and limb for me. Have you ever celebrated an anniversary alone?