Is it wrong to tell your GP you're ually attracted to him but you're not interested in him in real life?

And once you've told him this, is it wrong to continue having him as your GP, even if you sense he likes you too and consultations get a bit heated - but at the same time you both know that both of you would never want to be together in real life - you just enjoy the thrill of being with someone unobtainable? Sometimes I feel desparately upset that he has a wife to transfer his feelings onto, and that I have no one. But at other times I'm happy with the thrill of being with him for 10 mins and dreaming about him. Then I'm unhappy that I waste so much time thinking about him. I'm addicted.